tuesdae.

kinda boring in sch.

i reached at 0845.

which by right hafta reach at 0830.

thanx to quixiang who helped mi signed in at 0819.

(:

all i did was msn-ing.

surfing net with fear.

fear tat will kena caught going online ny any supervisor or by the camera.

and flipped thru the report.

and having break!

had morning tea break at 1000.

den i went for a one hr plus lunch.

coz went out did some stuffs.

went out one hr plus oso nobody care.

haa.

den went for another afternoon tea break at 1500.

den philip msn mi ard 1745.

to pack up and go!

lol.

mi philip quixiang and kaili go off at 1750 instead of 1800.

went to sign off and ciao.

went home.

dont ask mi y.

im damn sad and felt depressed too.

feel so useless tat cant help him in anything and in anywhere.

somehow i got no confident in myself.

tat u will leave mi.

i trust u.

i noe u wont.

but i juz cant stop myself frm thinking.

think is bcoz of who and wat i had met in the past.

scared tat history will happen again.

who can make sure tat my history wont happen again.

seriously.

im reallie scared worried and fear.

can anyone tell mi wat can i do.

or simply juz counsel mi.

i might get depression sooner or later if these continues.

hais.

although im tat sad.

i still can smile laught and joke with my friends.

actually is damn tong ku lor.

hais but wat to do.

cannot be i pull a long face the whole dae right?

well.

where did i went during my lunch?

went out to help him.

once again.

he told mi his story.

somehow or rather i find him quite pity lah.

doing all stuffs for her.

dont wana sae the story lah coz it is not very nice story.

hmm.

ai ren might noe.

ai ren u caught the ball wat im trying to sae?

who im referring to?

and wat i had helped him?

hais.

felt pity for him lah.

will end here.

i dont wana think wat will happen tmr.

i will let it happen naturally.

(: